is it too late to remind you of how we were? (day 9)

i was using pandora when it found a song i used to love, well its terrible apporiate for the time being.

You could be happy and I won't know

But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said

Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were

But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure

I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are

You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment
it's all not true

(You Could be Happy) -Snow Patrol

(btw, my therapist is nice and nonjudgemental... Which is really all i needed to be able to open up, now all she has to do is her job)