So He told me i should start a blog

And i have. Many times, really. its just i forget the password or i get bored of it. But you see this time is different. Cause im going to keep it up.
I want to be a political journalist. But i also want to be a artist. or a photographer. or a psychologist or a small business owner. so you see what type of perspective im at right now...
But i guess this blog is kinda to help me get used to writing. i love writing. i started a notebook in 5th grade, now that Im in a Junior in high school, i think its a good thing that i did. you see it has alot of things in it. everything that a fucked up teenage life should have in it. and its almost like reading a work of fiction cause you take this innocent little 8th grade girl, who likes the same boy all year, and then you give her a guy who she'll fall in love with and you see her get ripped up over the course of a year. And you see what horrible thoughts she thinks. and what she does to herself. so you give her cigarettes and then you see her introduced to sexuality. in all aspects. So you add a year. You teach her about friends and you give her a group of 150 kids who are weird and exciting and who she loves. and you giving her a lasting relationship. with a guy. Who lets her open up about things she didnt want to. And like all good relationships, it goes bad. and thats it. you cant be friends. So you hurry into another relationship, which is. oddly, a good thing. But you have to teach her what death really is. so her friends dad kills himself. and her ex's mom dies from heart disease. and a friend shoots and kills someone. so now its time for her to discover drugs. nothing major, because shes happy agian. Just something fun. And you let her have sex for the first time. and experience the question of pregnancy. and learn how to sneak around.
sorry. that was unnescisary wasnt it? but iguess its just alot has happened. i dont think thats what this blog will be about. but who knows.