hatethis

i need to get far, far away from here. from all the famine of sadness and the emptiness surrounding us.
im in no position to help her. im in the same rut ive been in for so long.

i havnt written in a while

its funny how much i have waited for summer to arrive.
but once it had, there was nothing.
youve been in town for a week and i havnt seen you.
your busy. always so busy. im busy to but i would make time. but i guess our priorities are different...
losing a boyfriend wouldnt have been hard if i didnt lose my best friend in the process.
i miss you. so so much more then i ever could have imagined.
and i have changed. but you havnt.
not enough to give me a second chance that i know i deserve. and not enough to just be there for the person who you supposibly loved.
(this is bitter, i know)