tomorrow

is the first day of the second semester, back from winter break.
sadly, it was just recently becoming enjoyable.
but whatever.. thats not what this is about
i texted ethan and told him that he needed to take his stuff back,
he said ok and asked if tomorrow would work... i really thought that he would just pick it up or something. but he asked if id meet him at Bona and we could talk for alil bit.
of course this is what i wanted. i want to talk to him, see what is going through his head. maybe figure thing out alittle bitt.
but now im terribly nervous. i dont know what the fuck im even supposed to say to him.
but considering hes the on arranging it, i guess its his shindig this time.
im so anxious..
wish me luck

things haven't been that bad though lately. Ive spent alot of time with Cata. she makes me feel better.
we had the lamest new years eve together, but i liked it at the same time.
first time to buy beer.
haha woot!
they dont id, i thought that shit was just in movies. but lucky us
and so we went back to my house at a way too early time for new years eve and just chilled. drinking and talking.
then we did the same thing a couple days later.
we just ramble and ramble at each other for hours and dont get bored.
i like it.

but also with assorted band people.
which makes me alil eager to get back to seeing their faces daily.
and annalisa,
shes been in austin with her dad.
i fuckin cant wait to see her tomorrow (:

but mannn
tomorrow, tomorrow...