Sunday, January 17, 2010

i dont know whats right and whats real anymore

things seem so much more uncertain now then ever before
and i want to get high and stoned so i dont have to think
about ANY of this
i want to see geb
i dont care if he doesnt care, as long as he doesnt get hurt we could do this and be fine
and whats the big picture now anyways?
moving on or staying happy?
i dont have a single certain thing in my life right now.
ethan made everything so much more certain. so much more realistic.and things were so much more barable.
now i cant be alone. it scares me.
ive always loved the company but seriously. this. is TOO much.
ps"{ that pill you gave me is working wayyy longer then i thought it would..

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