Sunday, January 31, 2010

i can feel the weight agian

and i just want to curl up and die.
suicide it bad right? so please, someone kill me.
i miss him so so much. i almost fall apart.
cant you feel me reaching out to you?
i want that grasp more then ive ever wanted anything.
and you say your sad..
which is a double edge sword
(i mean dude i cried when u had to drop calc, because i couldnt seem to make you feel better. i couldnt get you to think that you wernt a failure, it tore me apart)
cause im torn that you arnt happy.
but im a weeee bit glad you arnt,
cause maybe.. just maybe.. its cause your not with me?
maybe?
i mean its possible...
slkdhaksdhlksadh
I JUST WANNA KISS YOU AND PROMISE THAT IT'LL BE BETTER.



(no one can make me feel the way you do. no one can compare to you)

isnt it fantastic that i have gone 5 days with out being sober?
.... :/

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