but its not like things are ever much better.
saying 'i miss you' is an understatement. cause being without you is so much more painful then anything I've ever felt.
and I'd like to say it gets better with time, but it really doesn't. the pain just sits there inside of you. and you try your hardest not to collapse into it. you fill your time with friends and work and 'things that need to get done'. but when all you ever really lived was with a particular person, whose presence is now nonexistent, living doesn't really seem to happen.
that doesn't mean I'm not content at certain points throughout the day. i am.. i just cant believe how much i.. took advantage of our time together. the days we did absolutely nothing; i would give anything to experience that again.
i cant believe i managed to fuck up the best thing I've ever had.
... doesnt this picture tend to move?
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