i feel like moving on would be a very good thing for me..
a large part of me is hoping that by writing this down, it will reinforce it. and it will become more believable.
and therefore, making these words actions.
dont get me wrong, i still love you more then anyone else could.
but this. this isnt healthy for me.
and i know life isnt always about being happy. and ill always be here for you. and i guess if you ever would take me back..
but thats not how im thinking of things anymore.
i dont think there really is anything different in this little resolution. maybe its just the mindset. yeah i guess thats it.
but idk.. Anita's happy, Anita is moving on. shes quiet inspiring.
cats moving on.
and ethans moving on.
i really need to follow the trend everyone seems to be setting.
i think i need your thoughts and prayers on this one..
*ya know.. i hate to say this but everything from our past has become so bitter sweet..and sometimes youve said it "sweat dreams" and etc.. and its cute and i like it alil.. but i also cringe.
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