after all that we've been through, i know were cool.

i went to a coffee shop to see tulsas own, callie.
she was really good, and cuteee if i might say so.
i went with rob, we went to dinner beforehand. i guess he took it as a date O.o whatever
he tried to make a move, dont worry i didn't let him. at all.
we ended up talkin, sitting outside a Walgreen's. im sure i sounded like such an emo kid. but talking to him made me feel better. made me feel loved. and i was comforted by the knowledge that i still had a friend in this person whom Ive gone through soo much with.
he told me i needed to work on moving on.
and i kinda have been right? just... not with the actual intentions of moving on. haa im lame..
im sorry, i just kinda love this Ethan kid...
but, i still try my hardest, to be happy. its difficult. to not indulge in the feelings he has left me with.
but im going to do the- not call, not text, thing again (well see how long it lasts)
cause honestly kelsey, if he cared how you were doing, he would ask.
(oh and by the way i think its really fucked up that you even mentioned the idea of telling people you were a virgin and that we never had sex.WTF MATE)