i have dreams of orca whales and owls but i wake up in fear (which isnt true by the way)

bob: hey how are?

andrew: okay, im really tired.

bob: andrew like.. how tired are you?

andrew: dude.. i am like really tired



just a convo i heard a few days ago that my head screamed WTF!? to.

:)

btw

im not at school tday, cause im sick

*cough cough*

but really, i slept until like 30 minutes ago (being like 1130) so exhausted. i feel like im in a fog.

i got to do my english paper on human trafficking :P ugh sorry but its bull shit man

im doing okay though, happy... maybe, im not sure..

god, so the good guys are confusing and the bd guys are just, well their the bad guys. i dont wanna have sex with you again, why am i headed towards that? ha. dumbbb kelseyyy, yeah shes really dumb.

on friday i might go bowling with some of my friends and include shane, in on it.

but hes just a confusing person. cause he was saying he wanted to bring a friend, but then he said he was just excited to be able to hang out with me. id like to just be friends... i think, but i kinda like him alil bit too.. and geb, ugh im still mad at you! i just wish i could go back to when we were friends. that was cool. and you dont even know the difference between what we are now, and then.

ME AND MY FRIENDS WOULD CALL THAT LOW QUALITY!







(all of it doesnt hold any true importance in my head, cause i truely believe.. maybe.. someday i will be able to hold you again and kiss you- thats more then any other hope i want to hold)

i have the worst case of system overload when it comes to this town..
you know theres some places you go, that are new to you, youve never traveled there before. and when you return to your more natural enviroment- and you think back to that place, sometimes you dont think of exactly what went on there, but.. perhaps a single thought you had there. for instance, you go to turkey mountain and get plastered with a group of people you dont particularly enjoy, yet when thinking back to this moment you can only think of how you promised to/ begged to bring your ex-lover to.
but thats the thing, i dont have this for a majority of this goddamn town. cause im so used to everything. its all so familiar, yet none of it is comforting..?

ramblings of an idiot.
probably.