fuck

haha so much for the not communicating with him thing..
i texted him and asked if we could talk. idk why i did that. it was one of those impulse things.
ughhhhhh
whatever. knowing him, it wont happen...
is that a good thing? to try to look at him in a negative light?
cause when rob talked bad about him, i still disagreed.
(by the way i think its really fucked up to untag yourself from all the pictures of us together on facebook. yeah that still gets to me)

i really hate missing you this much.
and i wonder if he knows how much hes hurt me. i wonder if he would give a damn