"All is going according to plan. Trust that there is a bigger picture. Trust that life is unfolding as it should."
...know that every statement i make about god is a "If there is a god" statement..
with that in mind..
i think its an odd way to reach me, im not going to lie, but i do appreciate it and encourage it.
see i have a "god wants you to know" app on fb, i know, kinda lame but i like it.
well that is aparently what god wanted me to know today.
and ill tell you why its odd
i had a date with shane tonight, and it was incredibly fun and incredibly... forward. and i liked that, hes not trying to play games, like every other person in this god damn town. i mean im just not into that 'hidden message' stuff.
BUT what this is about is, if god is trying to tell me something, hes telling me that things are going according to plan.. things are going as they are supposed to. meaning me, trying to move on, is what is supposed to be happening..
now, although that is some type of reassuring.. idk that THAT was exactly what i was wanting.
Shane is like such a great guy i already know i like him a fair amount, but well im kinda still in love with ethan.
which is a lil bit of a pickle, id say.
but that isnt all that that told me... you see if all is going according to plan and life is unfolding as it should-- sorry god but you are kinda givin me the okay to keep doing what im doing.. which includes sneaking around to see this kid... and all the other times i sneak around?... i think yes :)
CHAAA CHINGGG
but i truely believe that. sorry. but honestly i wouldnt be who i was, if i didnt. i wouldnt be the fun person that damn it i am!
and you know what, things are going good. im starting to like myself. in a way that i really never have. because really, i am a good person, i am a fun person. and im not that unattractive. :P
so HAA positive outlook on life starts now :)
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